So it's for the money? I don't need the money, so I don't need to paint. No, it's not about the money. It can't be about the money. Money maybe comes with art, but most of the time it goes.
There can't be a reason to paint. Paint just to paint. Yeah, machine learning, AI, computers can make awesome art. Prism is incredible. I feel like I can't even compete with that. It balances color, style, texture, contrast. I feel like it does what I do with a painting, but better and faster. And I think about how most people interact with paintings. People spend a few seconds looking at it, then walk on or scroll down. I might spend months on a piece that gets the same amount of attention as a Prism photo that took no effort.
Do people want paintings? Yeah, I guess they do. But I could just run a photo through prism and copy the result onto a canvas. Or print it there. But people want it to be original, hand-made. I could still just copy it from a Prism picture.
But that's not my style. I develop the painting like a sketch. I don't have an end point in mind. I just put down layers until I like the way it looks. I talk to myself and vacillate between accepting myself and not being good enough--the painting kind of goes through that, too.
The process is what's important, because it is meditation, because I like my life more when I'm meditating regularly, because it's important that I like my life. That's why paint. Because I like my life when I paint.